Its the eleventh day of 2011.And obviously this is my first post for this year.So let's get it started.Its has just been 11 days of the starting year.Yet its been a very busy week.Constructing my thesis and some requirements for the third quarter.I wouldn't even expect the year will start up like this.Well I find it challenging on my part just hoping for the fruit of my hardwork.Uhm...and yes just two months from now if so fortunate I will graduate from the secondary course and will go to college.We just also had our retreat last week in Tagaytay City.Let me tell you some about it.I and my classmates stay in the retreat house for 3 days and two nights.Just reflecting on the things that happened to us.This time of silence thats far from the noise of the urban.I realized many things despite of the comfort living I have now.There's still emptiness in me.Because I haven't release all the pain thats inside me.I've been so neutral about the things happening around me.Not realizing that this is not the life that I want.A life behind a mask of pain and darkness.In this three days I looked up the sky,the trees,the nature and how peaceful it was.I bear with it for three days.I shouted everything that I felt that time,and in that moment my soul calms as if I was in paradise. And this is how my year started busy yet full of realizations...








It's a New YEAR again but remember its not necessary for a person to change.Because what we always love is the real person we once knew.......