Until when you will be mine?  How long I will bare with this happiness I felt right now. HOW LONG? a big question that always startles me every time I think of the past. I don’t how to deal with things anymore I am so overwhelmed with your comeback. Surprised that you gave me importance inspite of sacrificing me for him. There are lot of questions that runs in my mind? Honestly I thought u came back, for me just to fill the gaps of your past relationship or you can’t go nowhere that time. I am sorry if I was saying this I just can’t say it to you for you maybe offended by my questions.  I LOVE YOU la but I thought you may never feel the same way or it is just an infatuation.  Everytime we chatted  you always fill my day with smile. Sometimes I try not to PM just to let you know that I have grown since our last conversation. But no, I thirst of your presence.  I know there are times that I’m already fooling myself for begging for your attention which I know you can’t give most of the time.  Too many tears I have shed but why I am not still numb. WHY I STILL waited this long ? I tried to find the answer to all my questions but none of it was answered. Till I read your message on FB asking (how are you) . To tell you frankly I thought of not replying you that time but I can’t manage to do that because that’s the only thing I’ve been waiting sinced the last two years. I’ve treasured those memories so much that it never leaves my mind that every smile, laugh and stories we shared . You were the first person who greeted me Happy Birthday on the first few minutes of July 15. The one who makes me sit the whole day infront of the PC just to talk even with the non-sense thing I could ever imagine. You runs my life with that few time of yours . Who could imagine that you will leave an impression that last this long. Even me myself can’t believe how things like this affected my boring life. Sure thing you’re one of the person who put a smile on my face that will last a lifetime . For which path this reality will bring us you will always be here in my heart remember that …..